I realised today that I need to concentrate more on myself. I have always aimed to make other people happy and I take great pride in that BUT... it's time to focus on me. It may sound selfish but I feel that it is needed. I have spent a great deal of my life burrowing my emotions, my feelings and spirituality. I've been telling myself it doesn't matter and that I should just be striving for success in ways everyone else can see.
Lately I have realised... I don't want that. Sure, it's great to have things and not have to worry about material possessions but all I honestly want is to live a happy and full life. For a large proportion of my teenage years I was unhappy and I've been slowly recovering since. Even though the depression is long gone, I feel that there are still remnants that are slowly being chipped away. My life is so much brighter and fuller than it was back then and I want to continue this way but I want to make it better.
I want to live life with a positive attitude: to find things and people that I love and commit my time to them.
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